Friday, November 28, 2008

TODAY is MIRacle

Lets talk about today !

TODAY !

A fucking special day.

Even more special then any other day this year.

Well, whats so special about today ?

Lemme start off with the same thing,
Slept at 3am++

Wake up at 7am .

When I wake up my mum took 2 letters to show me !

First thing I saw this morning when i open my eyes is.....

WARNING LETTER!

First warning letter - Microeconomics, reaching the limit.

Second warning letter - Statistics, OVER the limit. [ Means already kena Debar ]

I was like WTF?!

Then when i went to class 'late'

Miss Lena Yeo , my PEM came in and say.

Blar blar blar and Zi Hao come and see me at 3.30pm today.

Or get debarred.

The problem is I got my bike practical at 3.20pm.

And she me to see her at 3.20pm, immediately I ask: Can i see u now instead ?

Lena Yeo: No, walks off = . =

SAd, the only thing this morning that spur me up a little is when Johnho told me how great how good I was for the ICA 1.

And I got an 'A'.

Got so happy for a while, and realise that stats TEST is next lesson. Omg, I know nuts.
Went around the class ask as much as I could and still dun understand a shyt.,

Thanks to Alan, I manage to get 11/.20

Not too good, but at least a pass.

During my break, I went from 2nd floor to 5th floor searching High and Low for MS lena , wanting to see her. COuld not find her at office either.

Walk to 2nd floor to 5th floor again still no.

Back to office and finally saw her.

Was so happy, knock on the door and she lift her head up, saw me, ignore me and went back to do her own things.
WTF?

I knock again , she lift up her head again, saw me again AND IGNORE ME AGAIN!

Immediately, I just charge into her office. Before I could speak,

Ms Lena: I dont want to see u now, i still got work and tutorials ltr [ in a unusually loud and angry tone]

Shocked, I left the room......

Immediately , I ran to SSDC.
Try sell my slot.
Ran back to school. Went to bike forum to publicize my sales.
Obviously to no avail.

Too last min. Anyway, I went back to lecture.
After lecture, I went to see Ms Lena.

Already planning to forgo my bike lesson money and 'waiting time'

Expecting to get debarment.

After the talk,

GUESS WHAT ?

She gave me a chance!

I was NOT debarred from exams.

AND

I manage to rush to SSDC.

WIth the help of Alvin to deliver my helmet to me. [ thanks bro ]

I manage to take the lesson!
Abit late though...

AND I PASSED !

A bad day became a good day.
Thats how special 28th nov 2008 is !

A day worth remembering.

An exciting DAY !

From worrying failing stats test to getting debarred from exams to forgoing bike prac [ waste money n time ]

IN THE END , everything went smoothly !!

To passing stats test to NOT getting debarred TO PASSING bike prac !
Oh ya, and getting A ! FOR business communication skills =DD

ALL THE SWEATS, TAKING ON THE SUN, SPENDING MY ENERGY RUNNING AROUND, SQUEEZING MY BRAIN JUICE [ to try to let everything fit tgt smoothly ] DINT COME TO WASTE ! ITS WORTH IT.!

Good day. !

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Lack of sleep, feeling fcuked up

Today is the day I think I am free. HAHA, well to sum it up, i started to feel the stress kicking in for my license.

And tell you what,

I went home at 4am ytd, slept at 4.30am. And because I lost my thumbdrive during I&W class ytd. I wake up early in the morning today accompanied by K.C to school to find my thumbdrive. Owing to the fact that my class was the last class to use the lab ytd, it should still be there by right. Walk like a zombie to school, and 'CANT FIND THE THUMBDRIVE', went to microecons 2 hour lesson which lasted for fourty min and dun understand a shit, went to eat at north canteen but cnnt finish my plate of rice. Went to smoke and burn my hand again. and den I skipped stats lecture, went to motrobike practical lesson 2 and fail it.

That roughly shows how fcuked up I am feeling now as I am typing all these. There are more but I am lazy to write it down.

Spend too much money this week.!
Making me stress about bike now.
'ICA in a few days,and i know nuts' makes it worse

Anyway, lets not think so much.

I have yet to congratulate my bro, dixon .
For getting his 2b lic first try !.

To pz, WHO found a job.

To myself for being so nice.

Friday, November 14, 2008

End of 18 Bday celebration

Hey its the end of my 18th bday, and I really had fun . This is the first day of my celebrations. Thanks to everyone involved this day. And all the smses are appreciated.
Jian Kai, ur help to help me buy those liquors and paying first was too, very much appreciated by me. ^_^
For the cake which landed on my eyes and face,
For icing my wounds,
for taking turn to carry me home,
for the love which I felt.
It really made my day.!
And they force me to eat a pill which, according to them is 20 bucks for a pill. They said I will become high after eating it. Stupid Francis, he really make it sound dam convincing that I was fooled. Just one sec before the pill entered my mouth, Francis hit it away.
To my surprise, theres a note from everyone in each pill. HAHA. THANKS.!
Although I know some of you are not too happy that day due to one reason or another which I will not mention. U can talk to me if whats troubling you is still troubling you. Or theres something new troubling you. I will listen to you patiently and will try my very best to help.
LASTLY, I HOPE ALL OF YOU HAD FUN TOO!
PICTURES SPEAKS A THOUSAND WORDS.
Family

I'm lucky to have them


Very artistic,it depict how happy we were.
Who took this photo


Drink at the count of 3!



CHEERS BROS AND SIS !




My first Legal stick!!


Xiao Ming Wei challenge me to drink dunno what kinda mixture.

Charlene also challenge me beforehand, but too bad no photos.
'Its not tasty at all =.='
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Celebration with the 'LACERS' is cool and came off as a surprise after sch ytd.
Fetched by the newly repaired Jazz and got a backpack which I tot was Kam's in the first place but later found out that it was mine. I was also fooled by Lace ONG that Lace shen and Lace King is racing on the roads with the father's car.
But later realise that they were playing games = =
Went to eat at changing appetites, which is so fulfilling!
And to lepak at HQ and at 800+ ltr.
LACE ONG determination not to smoke this time is admirable.
Forgot to take photos! If not I can post photos of my crazy lacing team !
Overall, you guys rawks balls !
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Celebration with Dixon, Jen, ants and rachel was a hit too.
Its really a hit. Because even before anything. We waited 3 hours at SSDC for my bike lic. Stupid right. SHould have registered online wtf.
Anways was going to eat steamboat at novena but upon reaching there it kills my mood to eat there due to excessive humans beings. Went to PS to have pasta mania instead.
Den to parklane for pool and eventually to this sort of coffe shop in town. Thats the place I had my cake which i forgot to take photos of it. And then 'BEERS'
HAHA in the end Dixon and Jen was drunk. Me and ants have to send them home. Jen spout a lot of nonsense repeatedly LOL.
WOrk hard all of you. Overcome all obstacles in life !
Hope all of you have had fun too !!


Monday, November 10, 2008

1 day before my bday

1 day and 1 hours to my bday.

On this day, its quite sad that everyone bring me bad news last min.

'I forgot I have to attend this and that.' 'I cant go.' 'I don't want to drink is all that I have receiving today.'

Got so tired that I decided not to debate about it.
Its up to the guys whether to come or not.

Maybe like what I have thought in the beginning. Just a few will do.

Its always been like this.

Probably I should just cancel the celebration and ask a few out to drink with me.

No, I am not getting emo down here or what. Just trying to state my views.

Like I said to boboyo this afternoon, I am not trying to make things difficult.
But the fact is, either u come for all, or u dun come at all.
Because if u come and leave halfway. It totally ruins my day.
However if you dont present yourself, I cant get to see ur face at all. I wont be affected by you.

'Maybe' to some of u, my thoughts is a bit eccentric but I do believe that it does makes some sense, and someone out there agree with me.

But I do believe that good frens will stay for u. I believe some of my really good bros would.

Hmmm, anyway I feel like cancelling the celebration now.
As those bad news totally kills my mood for celebration.

It was suppose to be fun ?
and not me who is suppose to be doing all the chores right Dixon ?

Its me whose trying to get ppl here,
Its me who is trying to calculate the expenses and saving for everyone,
Its me who is trying to persuade ppl to come when they say they got some other things else.

I am sounding as if its me who is trying to act smart. Call so many people, den so many problem.
I know its on a weekday, like I said the thing would only last till 2am. Why not enjoy to our max.?
I believe many of u sleep around 12am.

Just losing 2 hours of sleep wont make u uglier right ?

Is that 2 hours so important compared to ruining other people's big day ?
If it is, like I said. Dont come at all.

So, what I feel now is that its redudant to call so many ppl out. Just a few will do.

I believe I have to look forward to Dixon and co and Alvin and co meetings.
A few of them will make my day.

Sorry to get disappointed, 5b1.
But I just cant help it.

I dowan to be sad anymore, so I wont waste energy or effort trying to persuade everyone to stay or wad. I will look like a clown.

But I need to divide the money for the liquors right?
How am I suppose to calculate the expenses, if everyone dowan to drink and dun pay and now I am seriously getting mix up about whose drinking and whose not.

Things is getting difficult here. I might as well go to the pub.
Or should I buy lesser liquor ?
Lesser tibits.?
Give me an answer, spare a thought for me plz, its my day and I am doing all these shitty stuffs.

Den again, when someone comes late tmr, we will have to wait for him to confirm if he is drinknig or not den get money from him.

Then everything will be delayed.
Den we wont have enough time to enjoy, then when the clock hits 2.
Some wanna leave because they said I said so.
Den it comes down to my fault .

In the first place, if u guys come for the sake of coming with the rest and stay because I said so. THEN


'NOT FOR MY BDAY' . I STRONGLY ADVISE U NOT TO COME.

Because I ask u out to enjoy, not out to acc me all the way to wadever time I say.

I can anticipate that somehow, someone tomorrow will spoil my mood. At least one.
And probably that one, will pull some other ppl with him, so as to throw half the guilt to him.

I hope that would not happen.

However, do rest assured, I wont show it out.
I dowan to spoil the mood for the rest as well.

God, Plz let tmr be a good day. NO RAIn NO NOTHING.!

Lets all have fun......

Sunday, November 9, 2008

2 days before my bday

After 12 midnight. It will be officially 2 days before my bday.

There is something I think I forgot to mention yesterday.

When people ask me whats so special about me becoming 18.

I did also told them, I get surprises.

Actually I really love surprises, I know it sounds girly but I really do like it.

Recently I just got a surprise through a surprise.

Its the Helmet ! MY M FIZZ GENERATION HELMET.

However I decide to bring home on my bday to tell my mum its a bday present though it really is lol. Still I wanna wait for my bday.

Its through some conflicts between A and B out of a surprise that allows be to find out that I got a helmet as my bday present.

Its just a present yea right, but it totally didnt came to my mind that a helmet can be a bday present LOL.

So well, it came off as a surprise to me. Thanks Kai, Bob DI, and Wendy Jie!!

Thanks Sheng, Francis, Kelvin, James, Gina too !!!!

Looking forward to celebration with u guys.

And with dix,jen and co,

Alvin and co.!

Really really looking forward to see all of u smile and go crazy with me !


All I want is a happy bday celebration and a healthier family this year.

MAY ALL OF US ENJOY TILL THE MAX OF THE MAX !

LASTLY,

Plz do not let the 'therewouldbeschooltomorrow' affect ur mood everyone !

3 days before 18th Bday !

Though I previously did said I was not so excited anymore on becoming 18 or riding a bike due to some major or minor incident that happened a week or more before my bday.

  • Some within the family,
  • Some outside of the family life,
  • Some in school.

Probably many know about my family problems due to the fact that I blog about a little of it before. Which I regretted and do not regret at the same time.

After my experince during my secondary school times, I thought I have seen the world. I know whats going on and stuff in this world.

That was what I thought initially.

However, my advice to everyone reading is NEVER ever underestimate the cruelty of this world and NEVER ever think that you know it all.

Thats because no one will EVER seen it all or know it all.[based on the fact that no one is perfect]

In fact here, I am already touching on the topic, 'Knowledge' [about knowing stuffs] , General Knowledge to be precise.
Here is something I saw some other day somewhere and decided to share with u guys.

There was once a debate on the problem of 'knowledge'
Someone invoked the platonic idea that we have already seen all things in some former world.
So that knowing is in fact recognizing.

However this great guy by the name of Bacon, I shall not elaborate on why he is so great, once written :

'If learning was remembering, then not knowing a thing was in fact having forgotten everything.'

Therefore, I can firmly say that No One knows everything. 100% accurate.

And then recently this year, [God, or whoever who is the master of this universe] show me another side of the world, for now I have seen three sides.

One is the perfect world I thought I was living in when I was in pri school.

The other is the world of gangsterism which I thought was everything when I was in sec school.

Now I see the world of money that can causes family breakups,backstab and betrayals of lifelong buddies.

Well, in life we have to accept that there will be obstacles, and I have decided to overcome all obstacles i have met this lifetime.

With my steady bros/sis and buddies, I am again revived. I felt their concern coming straight through from their hearts when I was down.

From the time I became sad, for all the tears you people haven seen, for all the consoling messages or words or time you have willingly given or sent. I truely truely appreciate it, Thank You people!

I am so lucky and happy to be me though sometimes I was depressed due to my financial status.
Reason because,
everyone knows that having quality friends is better then quantity.
I say I am lucky because I have a quite a quantity of quality friends.! For that, I feel so lucky to be me to have them =DD


And for now, I feel so excited over my bday.
I cant wait for my 18th bday. Its one of the most important day in my life I would ever take note of. Many people ask me, whats so special about being 18 ?

The answer is obvious,
You get to do alot of stuff legally at that age.

Still there are people who replied me with : SO ?

Well, I dont't really have an answer for that but I just felt that it was very special.

I hope it would be great fun celebrating with my bros/sisters and buddies this year. I hope it would be a great great 18th bday.

Something worth mentioning when I am old,

SOMETHING WORTH REMEMERING.

Messages to bros and buddies[including females]

THANKS for the belt and helmet. !

I am feeling much better,

Though I am physically tired, I am mentally strong.

May God challenge me with all hes got, I am not gonna give up.

For the quote Ramesh told me when I was in sec 5.

'NEVER SURRENDER' !

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Horoscopes

VIRGO - The PerfectionistDominant in relationships.. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Ha rsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.


SCORPIO - The Intense One Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward.


LIBRA - The Harmonizer Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible. 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward.


ARIES - The Daredevil Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge... EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (Easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit. Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egotistical. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic. 16 years of bad luck if you do not forward.



AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality. 11 years of bad luck if you do not forward.



GEMINI - The Chatterbox Smart and witty. Outgoing, very chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable but needs to express themselves. Argumentative and outspoken. Likes change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent, but is only changeable. Beautiful physically and mentally. 5 years of bad luck if you do not forward.




LEO - The Boss Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. Doing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive. 13 years of bad luck if you do not forward.



CANCER - The Protector Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome. Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive and imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person. Needs love from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic. 16 years of bad luck if you do not forward.



PISCES - The Dreamer Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful. 8 years of bad luck if you do not forward.




CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimists. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be unfriendly y at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they want. 20 years of bad luck if you do not forward.




TAURUS - The Enduring One Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings who are stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard - passionate. Express themselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulge themselves often. Very generous. 12 years of bad luck if you do not forward.




SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out. 14 years of bad luck if you do not forward.



I dunno why but i believe in horoscope. Just wanna share it with u guys.