Wednesday, June 29, 2011

There was a blind girl who was filled with animosity and despised the world. She didn't have many friends, just a boyfriend who loved her deeply, like no one else. She always used to say that she'd marry him if she could see him. Suddenly, one day someone donated her a pair of eyes.

And that's when she finally saw her boyfriend. She was astonished to see that her boyfriend was blind. He told her, "You can see me now, can we get married?" She replied, "And do what? We'd never be happy. I have my eye sight now, but you're still blind. It won't work out, I'm sorry."

With a tear in his eye and a smile on his face, he meekly said, "I understand. I just want you to always be happy. Take care of yourself, and my eyes."


One night a guy and a girl were driving home from the movies. The boy sensed there was something wrong because of the painful silence they shared between them that night. The girl then asked the boy to pull over because she wanted to talk. She told him that her feelings had changed & that it was time to move on.

A silent tear slid down his cheek as he slowly reached into his pocket & passed her a folded note.

At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very same street. He swerved right into the drivers seat, killing the boy. Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note, she pulled it out & read it. "Without your love, I would die."


There was a girl named Becca and a boy named Joe. Becca was in a burning house. None of the firefighters could get in the house because the fire was too big. Joe dressed in one of the fire suits and got into the house. When he got up the stairs, the steps fell off behind him. When he got into her room he sealed the door up behind him. He held her tight, kissed her, huged her, then said that he loved her. She asked what was wrong, and he said that he was going to die. Her eyes widened as she began to cry. He picked her up and jumped out of the four story house. He landed on his back with her on top of him. He died to save her life.

To love, is to respect.

Thursday, September 30, 2010


When I was a kid, my dad often buy a lot of toys for me.

When I was a kid, I will run and hug my mother whenever I hear the thunder.

The little boy that sits on his daddy neck.

The little boy that holds his mummy hand whenever they go out.

I believe that is the same for most of the people.
For me it is a lifelong passion for love.
Yet I didnt grow up to become a lover.

Many children who initially show the love to their parents are rejecting it as they grow older.

I believe that children are natural-born lovers. They are very simple minded and naive. And they arent afraid to admit and show their love to someone.

They are very honest, when they love you they show it to you in very obvious ways.

When they dont like you, they cry when you hug them.

Unfortunately, most of us lose this as we get older.

We become self-conscious, and we dont want to appear stupid to others by showing affection for our loved ones.

Instead of loving the way we should have. We choose to hide it.
We do things that are often misleading.
We act as if we love someone that we hate.
We act as if we dont love someone we love.

As people get older, from a child to a teen to an adult.

From a lovely child that everyone love, most people became rebellious, we occasionally became rude to our parents, do things to spite them. ( I don't blame them, its part of the teenage growing process)
When we get older, we tend to be busy with our own things.

When we see them, we hug them anymore.
We dont even say I love you now that we are educated and knows how to talk because of our parents hardwork and upbringing and ensures that we receive education.

Sometimes, when they ask you for help in something. You simply reject them with your 101 excuses.

We continue and continue to be busy with our own things.

Some of the kids grew up and ended in undesirable places. Some is doing well, and some, very well.

We keep getting busy with our own things, we keep ignoring them, we keep the love we have for them.

One day they left.

You cry, you regret.

You became emotional,

you tell yourself you didn't cherish them enough.

Yes, you didnt, we don't know what we have before we lose them.

This is the first time I am staying at home alone when my parents go overseas.

The bowl I used two days ago, remained in the sink.

Everynight my sister will help to wash the clothes, the next morning dry them.

And I will feed the fishes and water the plants and sweep the floor.

Without them, my life would be a lot harder.

I hope this entry will bring people who read it to

start loving your parents and everyone around you.


a heart that loves is always young.

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

Hate myself

Dear blog,
It's been so long since I last wrote something on you that I nearly forgot my username and password for this blog.

Before I start writing anything.

Current emotion now: Troubled, Guilty.

Suddenly a sense of sadness rush into me.
Probably of the series of events that happened a few hours back

1st case:
I left first because it was getting late and I didnt send him back. Hope he doesn't gets into trouble outside. Sorry didn't accomplish my promise to AJ.

2nd case
I accidentally step onto an incense paper pasted on a wall just now. On the middle of the incense paper was a paper figurine. It looks really creepy and it reminds me of the lil ghost stories I've heard before.

Upon reaching home, I rush to wash up and sleep. Within 5 min, I dreamt that I raced with FL's evo and I crash to dodge a person crossing the road. The bike exploded. And I woke up.

Really very creepy.

3rd case,

I think my bike is scratch ;((

Probably only a very small scratch but my heart aches like mad.

Hopefully it's an dillusion.

I shall check tmr.

4th case,

Somewhere on my body is hurting real bad :(

5th case,

I suddenly thought of you.

I think I sucks. And I shouldn't have said all that nonsense.

Without me, you wouldn't have done it.

Without doing it, you can still be right here.

And I can tell you: iloveyou

Now it's too late to regret.

No it's not a quarrel, it's not a fight,

it's far worse than that.

It's irreversible.


I don't know why are all these haunting me tonight.

But I really can't sleep.

Thanks, for many people who always encourage me to do what I like.

Thanks, for having so much confidence in me.

Thanks, for complimenting me.

Thanks for telling me I'm smart.

It really really help a lot.

However, it's all just placebo. I am not wise.

Wisdom consists of the anticipation of consequences.

I don't. Period.

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Went to Nabin to Shesha and Vodka. Omg cherry flavour shesha taste horrible. Grape and green apple is much better. Vodka is even worse. -.-

I remember the last time I drank vodka is like a year ago at Kelvin's house lol. That time Annette and me is like drinking the whole bottle of that vodka without mixer on our own. She surprise me by drinking so much. Happening and very steady Annette hahaha thanks.

TODAY, I only drank a few cups of very strong Vodka and I feel like puking. I hate that taste.

I think I can only consume Martell. I cannot stand any other liquor. Will feel like vomit and go drunk easily.

So, after the Vodka, Headed down to Boat Quay to find someone. Just nice Saw Chew, Chew's GF and Alex when we reach.

SO, we went to drink together.



But I was very tired throughout.

Anyway, its exactly 54 days before I can enrol for 2a. Hopefully I don't get caught in the meanwhile. Hmmm, the more I ride RVF the more I like it. Today just pillion gideon past the 925 corner and "bleach" my slipper. Should have put my feet higher.

But its really dam nice to corner, Rvf is really a very good bike to play with.

However, I'm getting Fireblade due to financial restrictions.

Now the RVF is right under my house and I feel so like riding it but I'm a bit drunk right now. So I better not in case I crash that bike.

BSC members are a great bunch as well as humanlink people. All friendly peeps !

Sad thing is, its only a 9week attachment with them. After which I'll meet diff ppl.
But I believe we'll hang out even after the attachment right guys ?

I cut down a lot on smoking wise alr. Hopefully, Alan and Ryan won't jio me to smoke.

As I don't wanna waste their cigg and wanna quit eventually. Hope they quit with me as well !

And one more thing, I'm gonna eat like mad from now onwards.

Someone told me Charles must be fatter. LOL.

Hitting the gym tmr with Giddy ^_^


Hoping you can pinch me for the rest of your life, but its okay if you cannot do it.

Thursday, December 31, 2009

Its new year eve !

I remember last year this time.

Ny Solution. I sound so serious.

No smoking !

And I didnt do it.

And now I'm gonna say it again.

Hopefully next year this time I'm not smoking alr.

Anyway, Its new year eve and I still got work.

Thats the only solution to all my troubles !

Making myself busy. As busy as possible.

Afterwards BBQ at Alvin house and maybe Marina barrage =( with Francis and guys. Depends if they are hanging out till late.

Sad face to marina barrage not to you guys =)

Recently got some family problems. Hopefully it get resolved soon.

Same old problem exists. I'm gonna change it once I grow up I swear.

I dont wanna go back to the hungry life in the past.

I dont wanna save and scrimp every cent on food.

I dont wanna be always so broke and cannot go out.

I'm so gonna change all that.

Goodbye to the past.

Focus on the present.

Plan for the future.

Anyway, today's presentation I don't know why I received comments like 'fierce'.

Haha, maybe I'm always like that.

Dint prepare for anything. Go up and say whats on my mind.

I admit I was lost for words at the beginning of the presentation.

After a while I was talking non stop.

Hopefully that doesnt affect anything.

The final quote of my presentation. As well as the quote for today.

Coming together is the beginning.
Keeping together is the process.
Working together is success.

-Henry Ford

Lastly I wanna say, I HATE GOODBYES.

Theres so much more to say, but I wont say it now.